I am trying so hard to be positive, to think positive thoughts.
The hardest part, though, is that I am no good at sitting on my hands waiting for things to happen. I like to make things happen, to get concrete answers. I need to know what is going on. And, as I've said countless times to countless people, patience may be a virtue but it isn't one of mine.
I am driving myself crazy. I am making myself sick. I need to get out of my head.