Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Not talking about it

There are some words that I just can't say. I can think it, and while it's sad, I can understand and process it just just fine -- but once the particular words escape it's real, and you can't take it back.

That's when my eyes fill up with tears. And I know that, despite everyone's assurances, crying is a sign of weakness. But I'm not fond of showing weakness. So I'm not going to cry -- at least not in front of anyone. Which means that I'm not going to talk about it, at least not now.

This is how I cope.

It may be quiet here for a while.



11 comments:

Miss Scarlet said...

No problemo. Totally understand.

mad said...

Take your time and take care.

mysterygirl! said...

:(

Hope you're doing okay.

Evil Spock said...

I'm sorry dara.

Frances said...

sending healing vibes your way
take care,
Frances

Ryane said...

Oh Dara, I am truly sorry...

I said...

Sorry Dara, I did not have access the last couple of days. I will catch up with you when I get home.

DSL said...

Take care of yourself Dara. Hope you're doing okay.

honeykbee said...

=\

totally understand

dara said...

Thanks everyone. It's been kind of stressful here, but it's getting better.

Beakerz said...

Big, Huge Hugs with a gentle squeeze!